Sunday, October 25, 2009

it's been sometime now since i last blogged.... many things happened though.... but one thing never changed is that i am still searching..in search of something... mencari... tercari-cari yg dicari... is it because i m blind or been 'blinded'... and i am losing the touch with 'you'. at times i knew that the answers are right infront of me but somehow i refused to embrace the fact... for fear of the truth, the truth that does not hurt but the truth that demand changes... changes that may be minor but it will have a deep effect on me... the fear of losing something and gaining something... the fear of being in fear....

testing testing,,,,

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU....

to my dearest friend, Ayrul bin Mohd Rashid and his wife Maryanti binte Salim....
to my other friends fyi I was chosen to be the wedding planner for both the nikah and sanding. It was my first time doing it for a friend and Alhamdullilah everything goes on smoothly as plan. All thanks to the fullest support that was given to me by the commitee members: event director, assistant event director, floor manager, ushers, bestman, motor convoy, driver, dj, mc, caterer, mak andam and other family members. There was of course some hiccups but haha... we manage to overcome it and the show goes on....

The nikah was held at Ba'alwi mosque on 20/07/2007 after asar. Masa nak keluar rumah it was about to rain and by the time kita sampai it started to hujan lebat. Dalam hatiku berbisik, " Ya allah, moga hujan yang turun pada hari Jumaat yang penuh barakah ni, akan membawa rahmat keatas dua mempelai yang akan di ijab kabulkan sebentar nanti di rumah mu Ya Allah." tarching kan haitz sebak beb.... Bila dengar the Kadi, Pasuni Maulan proceed with the Khutbah nikah, aku duduk kat belakang sekali. The bestman panggil aku thru the set, asking me to sit nearby, but i replied takmu lah takut nanti aku pulak yang 'hujan' . Yes... dalam saat saat begini I can get very very emo so as far as possible i try to avoid ah..

Lafaz akad dimulai and Ayrul jawab dengan sekali lafaz yang penuh yakin 'Aku terima nikah........' then everyone ard him nods their head. Maka dengan itu bermula lah lembaran baru dalam hidup ayrul dengan gelaran "Suami"... I was neither smiling or crying at that time. But i was totally glad of course. Glad, happy and relief. After everyone proceeded to the reception area, I continued to stay behind at the main dewan. All the hantarans are still in the dewan, there were LV handbags and accesories, Rayban sunglasses, Levis jeans and others lar so I tot its best that I stayed behind to keep a lookout lar... Aku pun sandar lah at one of the pillar... pull out my ear piece and stared blankly in the air... for that moment of time so many tings came to my head.... hahaha.... cannot tell ah...

actually there were so many bloopers and some funny and tense incidents that took place throughout the event. I stayed over at his place for 4 nites....but lain kali ah aku story... panjang sangat ah... anway below is the pantun that i wrote for the pengantin and I recite it to them during their dinner reception.. Gabra beb... 200 org aku tak kenal all were looking and listening to me....

Dua insan berkenal mesra
Hingga terjalin ikatan pertunangan
Suka duka tetap bersama
Kini terbina mahligai impian

Lafaz akad sempurna dilaksana
Di masjid Ba'alwi kami saksikan
Suami dan isteri gelaran berdua
Selamat Pengantin Baru kami ucapkan

Majlis persandingan telah diraikan
Bermulalah lembaran hidup berpasangan
Doa dan Restu kami titipkan
Moga mahligai kekal berpanjangan.....

To Ayrul and his wife, Selamat pengantin baru, moga mahligai terbina dirahmati tuhan berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat, dikurniakan anak anak yang soleh dan solehah... Insya allah...
I am honoured and glad to be your wedding planner.....

Friday, July 06, 2007

hmmm... i wonder if its true...

Number 3
You are a person of hard hearted, selfish most of the times, religious,loves to climb up in your life. You always tend to have lots of problemswithin your family in the early stages but you will put up witheverything.. You have the strong word power, pretty happy face.. sowherever you go always you have got what you wanted!!! And from the birthalways wanted to work hard in order to achieve something.. You will not get anything without hard work! When you reach a man/ woman age you want otheryounger once to listen to you because you want younger people to respectpeople older than them. You do set so many examples to others. Generallyyou are not a cool person. It's not easy thing dealing with you. A toughplayer you are! But once you like someone's attitud! e then here you go,what can I say? It will be a lasting friendship. You always have respectfrom others. Your life seems to have lots of worries and problems but surethey won't be long.. You will always have brilliant kids!!! You love themoney a bit too much so temptation will push you to endless trying andtrying.. If you are a guy then it's over. Looking after your family andhelp friends, so you will spend a life time just being generous and kind(except 21st born men). And number 3s you will be such an example of how tobe in the culture & life!!! If you are girl then you have good characterand culture & hardworking attitude. You always follow. You are a freedomlover, creative, ambition focused, a person who brings beauty , hope & joyto this world!!!

Friday, June 29, 2007

Ya Allah, andai segala penyakit yg kami hadapi ini datangnya dari Mu, Engkau ampunilah segala dosa dosa kami. Janganlah Engkau menghukum kami dengan azabMu yang maha dahsyat wahai Yang Maha Pengasih. Kami hanyalah hambaMu yang daif, hamba yang sering lalai lagi leka. Sembuhkan penyakit kami ini dan lindungilah kami dari azabMu Ya Illahi.

Ya Allah, andai sekiranya segala penyakit ini datangnya dari ahli sihir yang engkau laknati, maka berilah kami kesabaran dalam menghadapi ujian yang engkau datangkan ini. Berilah kami ketetapan iman agar kami redha akan Qada' yang engkau berikan hingga pahala yang kami perolehi. Sembuhkan dan lenyapkanlah segala kesakitan yang kami rasai ini Ya Allah. Maha suci diriMu yang mempunyai kuasa mengatasi segala kuasa.Sesungguhnya kami telah di zamili oleh mereka yang hasad dan dengki. Engkau peliharalah dan lindungi kami dari segala kejahatan mereka yg telah dihasut oleh ilbis.

Amin ya rabbal alamin....

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Andaian mengandai...


Andai dulu engkaulah cahaya,
mengapa kini hilang sinar,
andai dulu engkaulah permata,
mengapa kini kilauan pudar..

Andai dulu aku dikasihi
mengapa kini hati disakiti
jika benar aku bermimpi
mengapa masih aku kau hampiri...

Andai dapat diputar masa,
ingin ku kembali ke saat bahagia
hidup gembira tiada berduka
senyum tertawa tiada diluka




* andai... if only....

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

yes.. im back blogging... punya lar leceh nw... nak login pun prob.. salah aku jugak da lama tak blog... anway i just can't help it.. Pple pls watch 'CINTA' not promoting but creating awareness to my fellow pals that its a gud muvi and worth the time to watch.. i watch it on a dvd. a good fren of mine did recomend me to watch it few weeks ago, ntah mcm mana da mmg jodoh gaknye found the dvd on my table one fine sunday morning... watch it at home 8 am in the morning while the rest of my siblings still sleeping and my parents away in jb.... almost a 2 hr show...

sneak preview eh... its about 5 different love stories and to abg machoz and minah feelingz sori ah.. this muvi is not the mushy mushy or cintan cintun kind eh... it make u tink wat luf really means.. kasih sayang antara adik dan kakak, suami dan isteri, cinta antara dua darjat dan pasangan senja and lastly pasal remaja terlanjur... touches alot of sensitif isu but in a humourous and light hearted way... the thing tat i luf most from this muvi is the words...

"isteri bukanlah hak milik tetapi anugerah.... kadang org yang kita paling sayanglah yang paling susah disayang.... sehari kita hidup dengan org yg kita sayang susah mcm mana sekali pun lebih baik dari seumur hidup dengan org yang kita tak sayang..."

menusuk ke kalbu beb.... hati yg keras mcm mana pun mesti sebak tengok sang anak mendakap ayah nya and .... ahhh korang tgk ah sendiri... kalo nak pinjam the dvd aku ada... tapi tak original ah... ;p

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

untuk mereka yg sibuk giat persiapan perkahwinan do check out the links below:

www.creative-fingers.com ( for barang hantarans and many other interesting gifts ideas)

www.kadkahwin.com.my ( for weddings card/ banner/ stickers/ paper bags... price not bad ah and the design are very nice... I'm considering)

www.syokkahwin.com ( for advise and info on perkahwinan and other links )

www.efavormart.com ( they can do customised ribbon... with ur name printed)

www.sripelamin.com ( for good advise and tips on perkahwinan)

www.hadiahhalwa.com ( gifts made from halwa betik... very colourful)

* will kip updating the list.....