Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Tiada perkasa tiada daya
kita sama manusia biasa
di sudut dunia menumpang saja
sepi itu indah kata pujangga...

Pujangga pintar bermain kata
kekata disusun mendalam makna
andai sepi indah rasanya
bukankah sebuah ketiadaan lebih mulia

Tiada bertemu tiada berpisah
tiada berkenal tiada membenci
tiada kemesraan tiada kemarahan
tiada terluka tiada mengasihi

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Letter to God... ( a book by Rashid Saini)

" I am so tired of teetering on the edge. Sometimes I think the world has gone terribly wrong and I am a big part of what is wrong. At other times I think I am only coming to terms with myself and that feels right. So afraid to explore what is possibly wrong. Petrified by plurging what could be soul damaging. Either way I lose..."

" I believe in you. I believe in the state and identity that I am blessed with. I believe that you are with me and have always been. I believe you know that I have fought hard all my life, every step of the way. There was not a single day in my life that I was not concious of this inner battle. I have been my own warrior, fighting, choosing to fight, only to finally discover that I am my own enemy. I fought against myself and tried not to be me, but above all, I believe..."


*a book I borrowed from Tampines regional library and worth my time reading it. The book is a collection of short stories by the author:- " in response to the modern era, are about the many ironies that surround us and the numerous decisions we have to make in friendship and love."...

Thursday, March 16, 2006

To my friends...
i'm trying to get some feedback from you people. So, in 6 words kindly describe me the best and as closest as possible about me k.... must be interesting nye... minah u can forget bout boink boink, bobot no botak, shib no gelek and momok no gemok k... to others the mentioned words earlier are on the blacklisted list k...

The replies:
wanz81: give u a 6 letter word to describe u -(BUBBLY)=>meaning cheerful or like to bubble) haha
Lyz: "deep,intellectual,emo,hilarious,great frenship.."
shah17: ok..."Great Colleague, but a Greater friend."

Monday, March 13, 2006

Misunderstanding...
bound to happen. It can happen to anyone, anywhere, anytime and over anything. What causes misunderstandings to happen? Can I say that most often misunderstanding involve 2 parties. And when either one party failed to understand the other party then a misunderstanding is said to have taken place. Misunderstanding, misinterpretation, miscommunication dan mis mis yang sewaktu denganya lar seringkali membawa pelbagai masalah... Masalah yang pada dasarnya amat remeh tapi diperlekehkan oleh individu tersendiri yang terlalu mementingkan hak tersendiri. Masalah yg ibarat setitis air menitis ke permukaan air yg tenang tapi memberi 'ripple effect' yg mengeruhkan lagi keadaan...
What I'm trying to put across is that in life misunderstanding bound to happen. Even to the people so close to us, antara ayah dan anak, adik dan abang, suami dan isteri, pasangan kekasih, antara dua sahabat karib. Misunderstanding will still happen. At times the more you try to avoid the situation the worse the situation gets. My point is... so what if we misunderstood each other. We are human far from perfection and we have emotions. If a misunderstanding were to happen, let it be. Don't run away from it. End of the day you should decide wether the misunderstanding is suppose to make you understand the person better and let the bond grow more closer or you can choose to simply let the emotions get into you and let the bond go apart. Always go by the motion and not emotion...

Monday, March 06, 2006

Tuhan, dalam kau menurunkan musibah, tersemat hikmah yang teramat indah. Tika diriku kau uji rahmat pula aku perolehi. Mengapakah sukar bagiku mempercayai apalagi menyakini. Segala yang tersurat lagi tersirat begitu rahsia bagi ku. Engkaulah yang maha mengetahui...

Thursday, March 02, 2006

Apabila rasa out of place menyelubungi, rasa diri tak siapa dimengerti, disimpati, kerdil sekali.. Percayalah sebuah perdampingan erat sedang berlaku di antara hati insan yang sepi dan pemilik hati kita... Dengarkah akan pujukanNya..

Izinkan aku meluahkan rasa. Menyatakan sesuatu yang terperosok dalam kalbu milikMu. Terima kasih kerana memperkenalkan aku kepadaMu yang memiliki diri ini. Hingga aku mula jatuh hati kepadaMu...

SUKA SUKA...


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Saling bergandingan menuju ke pekan
Mengapa perlu ada hitamandai putih menyenangkan
Mengapa perlu ada derita andai bahagia mengeyangkan

Sungguhpun hitam warna kegelapan
Sungguhpun putih menberi keterangan
Hitam dan putih perlu seiringan
memberi kesinambungan pada sebuah kehidupan

Pabila menulis pena alatnya
Pabila berfikir akal jenteranya
Pabila merasa hati sumbernya
Pabila berkata apakah akarnya?

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